the astronaut (lyrics)

don't know who put me here, what purpose,
every night woken up with linen thin as paper I
last i remember smelling of factory soap
sometimes she visits me

a young girl's hips, her bloody lips
i swear i'll taste them if i have to
asbestos eyes, her tired sighs
i swear, i'll cut them, if i have to
I said I'll hurt them (you) if I have to


so much noise so little meaning
her hands unrobe me while she's sleeping scheming, draining, dreaming
we can't escape this fence we place along our hands
shutup, suck on your plastic

when I grow up I think I'll be a doctor, or maybe an astronaut, or maybe like one of those people that studies volcanoes, yeah, and watches them explode
something that makes me really really tall, and makes people like me,
when I grow up I think I'll be something beautiful, something really beautiful, and tall. . . and beautiful