Today your eyes deceived you Always busy Wanting Do you put on this mystery because you know I like a puzzle? You teased that I should play harder to get. I fret and I fuss and then I say awkward things to strangers I make your name part of their vocabulary when they barely know mine So much empty space mirroring my hands without your skin engulfing me I sleep only by conjuring your image memories of you forming a nebulous cloud over my weary head I want to fuck you breathless then tenderly to know the contradictions the bliss and abandon I feel loving you